All Things Left Unsaid...

2003-05-09T15:22:00.000-07:00

Success!

I managed to figure out how to post again! Whoo hoo! Well it's summer, pretty much, summer break. So I most likely will have some crazy adventures to post (i hope, keeping my fingers crossed).

Anyways, what's new with me, or the same... I still have my darling boyfriend, couldn't be happier with him! I am currently looking for a new job, I actually have an interview tomorrow at Peak's General Store, I would love to score a waitressing job though, mmmmmm tips! But I'll take pretty much anything I can get at this point, being broke sucks ass! I have become even moreso addicted to video games, I am hooked on War Craft III and Time Splitters 2. I can actually kick some guys asses in Time Splitters, should I be proud or ashamed? Meh, I enjoy it...

Well that is all I'm going to post for now, I can make no promises when I will post next. Toodles!

2003-02-13T03:30:00.000-08:00

Update!

Wow, it's been awhile, but I have not missed posting. Been off having a great time involved in other activities...

Well this doesn't surprise me, even after all this time, I still have nothing to post. Hmmm... well university is still going great, I no longer have an insane amount of free time on my hands, my family has been bringing me down a lot lately, but I have the most amazing boyfriend who makes everything all better in the end!

So my spring break has apparently begun today, seeing as university is cancelled until 11 with a further update, I miss both of my classes by that time (I am assuming they won't open until somtime after 11:30, when my second and last class starts, if they do open...) and well I have no classes on Fridays. Yay! I am so excited for everyone to get home (I miss you Jenna!), can't wait for you to get home!

Anyways, my head hurts, so I'm heading back off to bed now...

2003-01-17T07:27:00.000-08:00

I was going to make a post but realized I don't really have anything to post, and the things I do have to post will not be repeated by me on the internet!

Well I guess I'll go enjoy the free time while I still have it, doesn't happen too often anymore (but I am most certainly not complaining about it!).

2003-01-10T07:36:00.000-08:00

I actually wish I had classes on Fridays, it would give me something to do. My dad left this morning for two weeks, I don't know where he's going or why, the only thing that matters is he's gone, so I currently have the house to myself, but I'm bored, lonely and cold... enough complaining, maybe I'll go read a book.

2003-01-09T18:33:00.000-08:00

Well, long time no post. Thought I better update, let everyone know my current status, how I have been. Anyways, I have been doing absolutely amazing over the past few weeks. University is going great. I am really enjoying Philosophy, which is most likely what I will be majoring in. Still aiming to become a philosophy professor. But then who knows I may end up liking Psych more. We haven't yet began learning in that course, the outline is all I have. So all round I am loving university!

Anyways, moving on to other things. Hmmm... I cannot really think of anything out of the ordinary that has happened. Things are going great with the new boyfriend (he lets me put elastics all through his hair... mwahahahaha), pink and purple ones! Heh, he probably wouldn't appriciate me posting this little bit of information. I think I can handle the concequenes though, if there are any... Well, my level of geekiness has skyrocketed, I spend a scary amount of time playing video games, and just last night I watched the first Star Wars trilogy, all one right after another (this is something new to me). I understand it all a lot better now, but I was very dissapointed with the ending of Return of the Jedi, (this was the newer edited version), and well they totaly changed the E-wok (sp?) party!!! Yeah, I know what you're thinking. How could they?!?!?!?! I was thisclose to bursting into tears! I am getting a bit emotional just thinking about it right now... There were a few other things in the movies that I was not pleased about, but I won't get into that now.

Well i probably should get to bed soon. I have not been getting close to enough sleep lately, and these early mornings are draining me... G'night!

Current Music: E-Wok party music, Yiah!

2003-01-03T16:58:00.000-08:00

I'm lonely...

That's all I have to say.

Current Music: Light My Fire ~ The Doors

2003-01-02T07:54:00.000-08:00

Well New Years Eve was blast. I had an amazing time, I can safely say it was the best new years eve I have had. Lots of awesome people I have not seen in quite awhile, many, many hugs on my part (I must say sorry Emily for almost breaking your ribs), and well I scored a new boyfriend! I was surprised at the fact that my mom didn't care about the fact that I was out all night, weird. Maybe she is starting to trust me...? My dad on the other hand was not impressed in the slightest, no surprise there.

Yesterday was rough, lost a best friend to Halifax! I miss you Jenna. How am I ever going to fill in all my Jenna time, now that'll be a task in itself! Then after that I got maybe 2 hours of sleep after a night of only about 2 or 3, me being tired as hell had to work, and was it ever insanely busy. The shift went by so slowly too... I should have went right to bed after work, but no I had to stay up and watch a sappy love story with my sister. For some odd reason Nicole and I have been getting along so much better now. She wants me to go see Lord of the Rings tonight with her! Something I had a hard time believeing.

Well I probably should try to get in a few more hours of sleep now. Later all!

2002-12-28T06:35:00.000-08:00

Well 18 finally... Got woken up quite early by my whole family so they could wish me a happy birthday, and try to make me feel old. It somehow worked, but only for a short time, I still feel young as ever now. I guess that's bound to happen when most of your friends are 1, 2 or even 3 years older then you.

Well I think I better go get some more sleep, I have been trying to catch up on my sleep for days now. Which is near impossible when you have 3 younger sisters... But I must attempt, this whole feeling drained every second of the day isn't working out for me...

This post was totally pointless, but I felt the need to make a birthday post...

Sleepy time now.

2002-12-24T13:42:00.000-08:00

Well I am feeling a lot better now... I guess I just needed to analyze the good and bad and see that they balance out (universal law #1). Plus I just cannot stand to let myself be in a crappy mood on X'mas Eve! I am still in desperate need of more sleep though... Got woken up nice and early today to pick up forms for my student loan, fill them out and drop them off at the post office, within a few days I'll have the loan and will be able to go pick up my books. One thing I have to look forward to, it'll be nice to be back in school. Anyways after that I went out to eat with my dad, that I'm not even going to explain... Then got to go do some more shopping with Jenna, fun! I swear I am staying as far as possible from malls after today. This week has been a mall overload. I am back home now, (obviously), relaxing to some Sublime, Yiah! Now if Sublime doesn't do some serious cheering up, I honestly don't know what would. Now all I want is a back and neck massage and I'd be in Heaven! Mmmmm.....

I must run off to get ready for church soon, I'm actually looking forward to it, but even more so for all the movies I rented for tonight! Merry X'mas, later all!

Current Music: Sublime ~ No Women, No Cry

2002-12-24T05:14:00.000-08:00

Christmas isn't what it used to be, this is officially the worst Christmas holiday ever. The good is no longer out-weighing the bad. I can no longer tell if I'm happy or not, I guess that's a sign that I'm not. There are times when I feel as happy as can be, then others where all I want to do is curl up and cry myself to sleep, something that has been happening too often lately. My head hurts, this is all too much to handle, I don't want to slip back into depression again. I don't want to lose my motivation, or people who I have been becoming closer to, I don't want to lose it all just because I cannot deal at this time with everything that has been going on. I want to talk, but I'm scared to do so...

I'm going to try to get more sleep which doesn't look too promising...

2002-12-20T07:33:00.000-08:00

Well I'm told to post, so here I am posting, cause you know I always do what I'm told... I really don't have too much to post. I could go on and on about Lord of the Rings, how amazing it was, and how sexy Legolas is... but I'm sure people are sick of hearing that from me.

This weekend is going to hectic for me, my own fault. I left all my shopping till the last minute this year. I'm usually right on the ball with everything that involves X'mas, but I've just had so many things on my mind, and I'm just really not in the X'mas spirit this year, for reasons that are unknown to me. Some of my shopping is going to be pushed back maybe a few days too which pisses me off, my paycheck got screwed up, so I only ended up getting one week of what's supposed to be two weeks pay. That put me in a cranky mood for part of my shift yesterday, but it got better. At one point I had an eyelash in my eye and was what would appear to everyone else to be winking, anyways one guy saw me and thought I was winking at him, he smiled slyly and winked back. I got a good laugh out of it, after he left of course!

Well I think I'm going to go put on some girly music then dance and sing along, cause I'm just that cool...

2002-12-15T14:01:00.000-08:00

I need out of the house tonight... Badly! Someone, anyone get ahold of me somehow! My family is driving me over the edge. I am never having children, never! My sisters spent a lot of the afternoon destroying the house, while my parents were out X'mas shopping. I got a candle stick in the back of the head! I was not impressed! My sisters are so violent, they figure throwing things at me will help them get their own way. So I get to clean up their mess then go and hide out in my room to avoid anymore flying objects. Kids are the devil! I could never handle them! I know that in about 10 years, my mind will be changed...

Anyways, well while my parents were out today they got a digital camera and a new printer to replace the piece of crap we have. I seem to be the only one in the house who can actually get either working, it's quite sad...

Well my family is now scaring me, they have gone completely mad! So, yes, Krystle needs out of the house! I'm off to hide in my room again...

Current Music: Not Tonight ~ Tegan and Sara

2002-12-15T11:01:00.000-08:00

Lord of the Rings for tuesday at midnight is all sold out. If anyone has any extra tickets let me know, PLEASE! I am as desperate as I can get!

2002-12-13T16:31:00.000-08:00

Worked today, and tonight will be spent watching a few X'mas movies with some of my favorite people. I have got to get in the X'mas spirit, but nothing seems to be working. I'm actually more excited to go see the second Lord of the Rings movie, The Two Towers... Yiah! It will kick a copious ammout of ass! I think I'm heading out soon to pick up my ticket...

Anyways, everything is perfect (or almost) right now. I don't think I can find too many things I would want to change about life right now. It took long enough for me to finally get to this point, but it was totally worth it! Jenna I've gotta admit, you were so right, and thanks! I couldn't ask for a better friend then you! To the rest of my hot ass friends, you guys rock my socks! I am definatly going to try to see you all as much as possible over the break. Andrea please try to pull yourself away from Adam for a few hours, I know you're in love and all. But who are me, Megan and Jenna going to have sex talks with? It's not the same without you babe! Megan I promise that I will go to at least one of your games over the holidays, give me the date and time and I'll find a way there! Emily, we must work on our plans for world domination, mwahahaha... soon my friend, soon, and of course have a few of our rediculously senseless conversations, perhaps obsess over HP for awhile. Erica, too bad it's winter, I could really go for some crop raiding (I have got to see the pictures!). I'm sure we could always find some crazy adventure to go on!

I am in quite the positive mood right now as I'm sure everyone who reads this will be able to tell! Well my kitten is trying to walk all over the keyboard, a sign that I should step away from the computer. Heh, I wouldn't want to be concidered one of those geeks now...

2002-12-11T08:53:00.000-08:00

2002-12-10T14:37:00.000-08:00

Drool... I am quite pleased with the results of this quiz!

Who is your Ideal Lord of the Rings (male) Mate?
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2002-12-10T08:17:00.000-08:00

You Are A Juicy Kisser!

Your lips are totally kissable baby, and you know how to use them.

You are the perfect kisser - with the right combo of lips and tongue.

It's important to flaunt it, so kiss early and often on dates!

How Do *You* Kiss?

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2002-12-10T08:14:00.000-08:00

YELLOW

You are very perceptive and smart. You are clear and to the point and have a great sense of humor. You are always learning and searching for understanding.

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2002-12-06T15:49:00.000-08:00

Just got home from work. I had an interesting day to say the least. Got some pretty crazy customers... crazy in a good way. So that cheered me up a bit.

Now I have Austin Powers in Goldmember to send me into fits of laughter, unfortunatly I have no one to watch it with, which depresses me. (I desperatly need a boyfriend for times like these). But complaining about it won't do me any good.

I'm not even going to university, yet I cannot wait until exams are over. It'll be nice to see all my friends again (I miss you all), and hang out with people I don't get to see too often...

Anyways, I have been doing a lot of serious thinking this week, which helped me to come to a conclussion about something that has been on my mind quite a bit lately... (wave of relief passes over me). I am almost positive I have made the right decission, now lets hope I don't fuck it up, (as I seem to do all too often).

Well Austin Powers calls, so I must go... Later all!

2002-12-03T15:55:00.000-08:00

Well work was positively insane most of my shift! Austin Powers: Goldmember came out on video and dvd today, so of course every single freaking person was in to rent or buy it... So I am completely drained. I could really go for a hot bubble bath right about now. Maybe after I drag myself away from the computer...

Anyways, I get paid this thursday so I've got to get out and start my X'mas shopping, anyone interested in coming along let me know, cause to be completely honest I have absolutely no clue as what to get everyone I have to get gifts for, especially any guys I have to buy for... So another opinion might be helpful! I am quite excited to get out and start shopping, puts me in the X'mas mood even more so, and I already am in the mood quite a bit. The snow really helped, and made me even more anxious to get my board out!

I am seriously dissapointed in the lack of emails and comments I recieve. If things don't change soon, I might just do something drastic, and I really don't want to have to do that!

2002-12-02T19:06:00.000-08:00

Tee hee hee...

That's all I have to say... Mwahahahaha!

Current Music: Any and all Zeppelin! I am absolutely addicted, an addiction I refuse to fight!

2002-12-01T11:55:00.000-08:00

Right on!

2002-11-30T19:32:00.000-08:00

Confussed!

So... Very... Confussed...!

Help!

2002-11-30T12:46:00.000-08:00

Meh, I won't complain about my results... but I do not fully agree.

You Are

Tangerine

You are a beautiful person, in a wistful kind of way. If you could, you would spend all your time daydreaming and writing poetry. You are a tragic beauty.

You are sensitive and caring, and you don't take insults well. You don't smile much, but when you do, you really mean it.

People like to be around you because you are a calming influence. You have an appreciation for all things beautiful, and you probably have some potted plants. You also most likely own a cat.

You like Sundays and hot tea. You will spend your entire life yearning for quiet beauty, which is a rarity in this world, so you read a lot.

Everyone you know thinks you're "nice."

Take the Which Led Zeppelin Song Are You? Quiz

2002-11-29T19:35:00.000-08:00

WOW! This news is orgasmic!

Harry Potter author J.K. Rowling has uttered the words every fan of her books has been waiting for - the fifth part of the magical saga is finished. The pregnant writer has revealed that the new book, Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix, is longer than the fourth, Harry Potter And The Goblet Of Fire, by one chapter. She says, "At the moment it's 38 chapters. I'm really pleased with it. I'm just going to tweak it a tiny bit more, then the publishers will have it." The eagerly-awaited book will be out in shops within five months.

It'll be pure ecstacy when I get my hands on that book, no one will see me for days!

I'm such a geek!

2002-11-29T14:05:00.000-08:00

Ewww... this has got to be the most disgusting thing I have seen in quite awhile!

2002-11-29T12:40:00.000-08:00

I honestly don't think I have much left that I can complain about anymore, (except my dad of course). I cannot remember the last time I have been so content with life, and how things are going, and the funny thing is nothing major has happened to make me feel like this. I guess it's the little things that really do count. I am so pleased with how much progress I have been making over the last month. Being genuinly happy has had an effect on so many aspects of my life. When I smile or laugh now there is nothing fake about it. I have been getting along fine with my mom and sisters pretty much most of the time.

Work is amazing, I have no complaints there, and I absolutely love seeing people I know or have not talked to in awhile come in. My social life is piecing itself back together. Of course when I'm back in school I'll be seeing lots of people a hell of a lot more, which will be a nice change... Something I'm looking forward to.

Well I'm extreemly hungry since I didn't have time before work to eat, so I am off to make something yummy...

Current Music: Disenchanted Lullaby ~ Foo Fighters

2002-11-27T13:00:00.000-08:00

I really sometimes wonder what people think of me who do read my page but don't know me too well or not at all. Do I come off as shallow, whinny, uninformed or just a bitch? It would be interesting to know...

I will inform everyone who does actually read what I have to write, that I do not concider myself to be any of the above. It is quite hard to scrape up things to write about when I am more of a one on one person. I'd much rather share my views on any subjects to one person at a time. I find this way more truth is shared on what you really do believe, and many more opinions that want to be shared actually do get a change to be heard.

I do notice that when posting, things don't exactly come out how I would like them to. I would love to be able to sit down with all who do visit my blog and just talk, discuss, debate. There are so many issues out there that I would love to be able to give my opinions on, and hear what others think as well.

That's pretty much all that is on my mind that I'd like to share now...

Current Music: Kashmir ~ Led Zeppelin

2002-11-27T11:01:00.000-08:00

There much better, that took so much more work then just starting a new blog...

2002-11-27T08:34:00.000-08:00

My blog is fucked up! I think it's about time to start a new one... but that requires some effort on my part. I lost all my newest posts from trying to fix this piece of shit! I doubt that I'll get around to making a new blog... I'll just have to work on this one.